21/7/15

Entah kenapa gue malem ini lagi sedih.

Alesan gue sedih sebenernya sangatlah sepele. Tapi entah kenapa ini jadi ngerubah mood gue yang tadinya baik jadi amatlah buruk.

Mood gue lagi sedih di tambah dengerin lagunya Kodaline yang High Hopes.

Broken bottles in the hotel lobby

Seems to me like I'm just scared of never feeling it again

I know it's crazy to believe in silly things 

But it's not that easy

I remember it now, it takes me back to when it all first started

But I've only got myself to blame for it, and I accept it now

It's time to let it go, go out and start again

But it's not that easy 

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started

High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again

High hopes, when it all comes to an end

But the world keeps spinning around

And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone

Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon

Naïve I was just staring at the barrel of a gun

And I do believe that, yeah

But I've got high hopes, it takes me back to when we started

High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again

High hopes, when it all comes to an end

Now the world keeps spinning

Yeah, the world keeps spinning around

High hopes, it takes me back to when we started

High hopes, when you let it go, go out and start again

High hopes, oh,

And the world keeps spinning

Ooh, yeah, this world keeps spinning

How this world keeps spinning around

 

 

Di saat gue sadar penantian gue selama 10 bulan ini sia-sia. Saat gue sadar ini semua kesalahan gue karena gue memulai semua tanpa pernah memulai untuk berusaha lebih lanjut. Gue yang mulai duluan jatuh cinta lalu gue membiarkan perasaan ini tumbuh menjadi menggebu-gebu namun tanpa pernah di utarakan.

Gue gak tau harus memulai usahanya darimana, dan disaat gue pengen mundur dan pengen ngelupain semuanya gue gak bisa. But it's not that easy.

 

 

 

but its not easy to forget about you :')